I start now looking out my window,thinking. Today a whir involving goodbyes,kisses,& a single important hug.I leave this world behind hoping to find comfort and normality in the gears of war and industry.Still lost but ready.A dream vanished,hope gone yet there.Eternity awaits and yet I still see light just a glimpse.Goodbye friend.I hope i was good to you.A hint of tear no [link] gears begin turning.A single thought no more.Love still there but in a shell,has to be,can barely look and touch is pain and ecstacy.10 seconds of thought an age of time in memories.Now past The gear moves again.Still....